(Life, Life) Before Disappearance 消逝之前(日日)
There’re moments when I always thought about (at the same time fearfully and confusingly desiring) my disappearance. I wondered by that time what scenes or moments would appear in my mind; and what would I want to hold onto. “Life, Life” to me are those moments I would unintentionally often thought of; those ordinary daily life moments which seem to be limitless yet are in fact limited. I know I could never present those moments exactly like what they are in reality, and they may have already turned from memories and reality into memories of a certain feeling and sensation. Those appearing in “Life, Life” could be people important to me, a moment in my childhood looking at the sky from the window, some feelings I would like to remember, or some new perspectives I just discovered in seeing daily life. Some of these moments in “Life, Life” are created from videos I took before, while some are intentionally taken in order to hold onto certain things, like how I want to hold onto life now.